Save Me _ By Aimee Allen

I had a bad day, don’t talk to me
I’m gonna ride this out
My little girl heart breaks apart
From your big mouth

And i’m sick, of my sickness
Don’t touch me, you’ll get this
i’m useless, lazy, perverted
And you hate me

But you can’t save me
You can’t change me
I’m waiting for my wake up call
And everything, everything’s my fault

Went to the doctor, and I asked her
To make this stop
Got medication a new addiction
Thanks a lot

I had a relapse, I’m bad at rehab
Ruins everything
So point your finger at yhe singer
She’s in the pharmcy

You can’t save me
You can’t change me
I’m waiting here for my wake up call
And everything’s my fault

And you can’t save me
You can’t blame me
I’m waiting here to take the fall
Singing erverything, eveerything’s my fault

I’m death treat, haven’t slept yet
Baby, why the wake up call?
I’m the bad girl, tell the whole world
Everything’s my fault, oh oh oh oh
Yeah, write it, write it, oh oh oh oh
Everything’s my fault, oh oh oh oh
It’s all my fault, oh oh oh oh

I went to Heaven, I couldn’t get in
For what I have done
I said, ‘Please take me’, they said ‘You’re crazy’
You had too much fun

But you can’t save me
You can’t change me
I’m waiting here for my wake up call
And everything’s my fault

And you can’t save me
You can’t blame me
I’m waiting here to take the fall
Singing erverything, eveerything’s my fault

WHO SAYS

WHO SAYS – John Mayer

Who says I can’t get stoned
Turn off the lights and the telephone
Me in my house alone
Who says I can’t get stoned
Who says I can’t be free
From all of the things that I used to be
Rewrite my history
Who says I can’t be free
It’s been a long night in New York City
It’s been a long night in Baton Rouge
I don’t remember you looking any better
But then again I don’t remember you
Who says I can’t get stoned
Call up a girl that I used to know
Fake love for an hour or so
Who says I can’t get stoned
Who says I can’t take time
Meet all the girls in the county line
Wait on fate to send a sign
Who says I can’t take time
It’s been a long night in New York City
It’s been a long night in Austin too
I don’t remember you looking any better
But then again I don’t remember you
Who says I can’t get stoned
Plan a trip to Japan alone
Doesn’t matter if I even go
Who says I can’t get stoned
It’s been a long night in New York City
It’s been a long time since 22
I don’t remember you looking any better
But then again I don’t remember,don’t remember you

Say Hello

If I find him … just to follow
Would he hold me and never let me go
Would he let me borrow his old winter coat
I don’t know
I don’t know

 

If I see her standing there alone
At the train station three stops from her home
I have half a mind to say what I’m thinking anyway
I don’t know
I don’t know

 

There’s airplane in the sky
With a banner right behind
Loneliness is just a crime
Look each other in the eye

And say hello
Oh oh oh oh
And say hello
Oh oh oh oh oh

原來是後知後覺…..

上星期終于拿到了新專輯…..人很好的店員美妹贈給我一張超大五只海報……歡呼……

 

之前爲了表達對正版音樂的支持以及對五只700天來辛苦工作的尊重，一直硬挺者沒有從網路上抓歌，如花誘惑我我也沒有就範……..

 

恩….回家真的有從頭至尾聼一邊…….像丫信所說那樣……連曲目閒的空白也安靜地聼了………可是當時居然蝦米感覺都沒有…..甚至有些失望……

 

於是悲傷的寫了日記…..留了簽名……心想“即便越來越偏離搖滾的軌道，還是我心中的MAYDAY”這樣的白癡句子……..以這樣的狀態過了5天…….

 

不過，星期四看了那張DVD，再聼了那張CD，頓時感覺有什麽湧上心頭…….是之前每次聼他們CD的感覺…..

 

然後…..像翻拍片一樣……我又像上次上上次上上上次…..一樣不爭氣的……哭了……

 

陳信宏的聲音依舊倔強……更肯定的是他們的那顆心也依舊堅定……….

 

在我的小小人生裏…..五只的音樂總是很應時應景的出現……這次也一樣……

 

恩…..后青春…..屬於我的…..一定要握住！！！！！

一桌子菜…有葷就得有素….

晚上像個家庭主婦般邊裝訂白天沒做完的資料一邊看快男，結果百分之八十符合我的預測，個人比較欣賞的陳楚生、吉傑、魏晨成功晉級，雖然吉傑的最後晉級頗有險象環生的境地…….不過，終歸還是進了……..

 

其實客觀來説，今天整場比賽俞灝明發揮最不穩定，可是快男不是青歌賽，實力固然重要，偶像氣質卻往往更能拉攏支持者，良好的外型條件足夠吸引同齡人的目光、謙虛好學的態度也足夠可以激起“姐姐們”的母愛，所以儘管俞灝明在評委一関被斃掉，但總能在票數PK中取勝，說實話越來越討厭這樣的賽制，一般的規則是，儅實力派票數PK偶像派票數，基本上前者挂，所以每當PK，就會有一種可預知的酸楚和無奈，可是縱然是滿漢全席，也是有葷有素，實力派讓人享受聽覺上的盛宴，偶像派負責給你視覺上的華麗衝擊，否則舞臺會單調的讓人想睡覺……

 

i接下來的比賽想必更精彩，我指的是票數的PK，每個選手都有屬於自己的族群，比如蘇醒，“海歸派”，自然會得到更多來自海外的支持；又比如吉傑，外企中層管理，成功男士的代表，沒能堅持兒時夢想的城市白領會一直將吉傑當作精神脊梁；俞灝明，不用多說，被人封作“國民弟弟”，相信母愛汎濫的“姐姐們”會不遺餘力地保護他的；至於張傑，票數一直很穩定，得益于04年就積累起來的人氣；而魏晨憑藉自身不錯的條件以及成都唱區出身，因該也會有不少票數；最後是陳楚生，他的票數在最近兩場一直排在前面，雖然一直是在靜靜的唱著自己的歌，但是預感會有越來越多的人欣賞這種堅持而不張揚的態度……….

 

還有一個值得關注的有趣現象，在個別快男的貼吧上除了又関“黑幕”“刷票”的帖子之外，新近又出現了所謂的選手之間的“分裂貼”（有關陳楚生和蘇醒），從戰友變身為對手，也就是八卦中說的“反目”，可反目的主角不是陳楚生，也不是蘇醒，而是他們各自的粉絲…….聰明人都懂得，六強了嘛！白熱化的階段，已經沒有多餘的時間和金錢來幫助在自己心目中排不上第一位的選手，於是貼吧裏一次又一次的爭論突圍戰時到底是誰先挽救了誰、九進七時誰又為誰哭得天昏地暗、誰又在自己成功晉級后不忘為好朋友拉票……..黨所有的支持都變質成爲這種沒完沒了無休止的討價還價時………誰還會快樂得起來？？？

 

冠軍就那麽重要嗎？看到貼吧裏所謂檢討票數不高而自責的話時，真的覺得不可理喻，OK，就算大家團結一心把某某某送上頂峰，可以后的路還是要靠他本人的造化阿，人生不是靠別人一次又一次的投票來實現價值的……..so，大家放輕鬆，一場選秀節目而已，想投票還是盡情的投，可是千萬別詆毀他人，這樣做不厚道……….

忍不住想說

如花打電話來說她又看了部電影，我才恍然好久沒有看電影了…….

周末的晚上電視臺還是被選秀霸佔…..

不過本人一向喜歡弄點聲音在房間裏，於是一邊給如花推薦1976年的出租車司機一邊看張遠唱韓流歌曲……….

本周的快男比較有看頭，終于把成都唱區的給分開了，投票就不會像上週那樣一邊倒，可是今天俞灝明的粉絲很狂的說，張傑的小星星也超強的，一口氣追了6万多票……其實這個舞臺更像是粉絲們的戰場…..

說重點，話説上週曾放言要復興中國搖滾的姚政今天唱了首五月天的終結孤單，當然是很姚政的唱腔……作爲五迷，當時聼了也沒什麽特別的感覺……後來姚政被PK掉了，就到貼吧上轉轉，真的很莫名其妙，什麽“姚政唱了一首不想唱的歌”“垃圾五月天”“口水歌”“姚政被逼唱與6.1主題相符的歌曲”，奇了怪了嘿……….

既然你被逼了，既然你要坚持你所谓的摇滚精神，又何必委曲求全…….

既然不认同五月天做的是摇滚，你丫就闭嘴别唱，唱了就遵守游戏规则，还撂一句“唱了首不想唱的歌”算是什么意思…….

六一怎么了，唱摇滚的都直接从婴儿跨越到愤青嚯……童年代表纯真、干净，到了油饼那里全成了幼稚的代名词…..

這個世界上又有幾個人懂搖滾，別以爲姚政的嘶吼、憤怒讓你興奮了就把他示若神明，我不懂搖滾，但我知道搖滾不僅僅等於嘶吼、憤怒，那麽郑钧、许巍们后期的作品又改归为哪一类……

至于五月天，在我心中就好，哪些挑衅的言语自动忽略，好笑了勒…..ORZ

P.S 王铮亮也走了，挺可惜的，亮哥，做中国一最牛逼的音乐老师吧……

유추프라카치아 – 토니 안

실컷 욕하고 너를 다 버리고 돌아서면 사랑해
니가 어떤 여잔지 잊어
몹쓸 너인데 나를 망쳤는데 또 미치게 하는데
나는 또 상관 없어져
왜 왔니 왜 날 또 찾아왔니 어쩜 그리 뻔뻔하니
내게 와서 안기는 널 밀어 내고 싶은데
너를 안으면 꼭 안으면 죽어있던 내 마음 움직여
이제 그만 벗어나고 싶은데 자꾸 널 기억해
못난 가슴이 내 가슴이 매일 너를 기다리고 있나봐
제발 너를 미워하고 싶은데 계속 널 사랑해
♪ ~
그리워 했다고 날 잊은 적 없다고
많이 걱정하고 있다고 허나 다시 볼 순 없다고
그래야겠지 버릴 순 없는 거지
나를 버려 네가 갖게 된 안정된 행복이잖아
너를 잡고 울었었지 처음으로 울어봤어
날 버리던 그 입술을 밀쳐 내고 싶은데
너를 안으면 꼭 안으면 죽어있던 내 마음 움직여
이제 그만 벗어나고 싶은데 자꾸 널 기억해
못난 가슴이 내 가슴이 매일 너를 기다리고 있나봐
제발 너를 미워하고 싶은데 계속 널 사랑해
멈추고 싶어 이젠 너란 여자는 지겨워
욕하면서도 왜 난 너를 또 사랑하나
얼마나 더 해야 끝나 지려나
또 오지마 제발 헝클어 놓지마
니 욕심으로 더 미치게 만들지마 (더 보고 싶어)
날 버린 널 겨우 잊은 줄 알았는데
널 미워했었던 그 마음만 잊었나봐
너를 안으면 꼭 안으면 죽어있던 내 마음 움직여
이제 그만 벗어나고 싶은데 자꾸 널 기억해
못난 가슴이 내 가슴이 매일 너를 기다리고 있나봐
제발 너를 미워하고 싶은데 계속 널 사랑해
너를 안으면 꼭 안으면 죽어있던 내 마음 움직여
이제 그만 벗어나고 싶은데 자꾸 널 기억해
못난 가슴이 내 가슴이 매일 너를 기다리고 있나봐
제발 너를 미워하고 싶은데 계속